I'm Sorry For Everything I've Ever Done

I was a fool,
Young and insane.
Praying for death,
Away from my heart.

I made a joke, nobody laughed.
She got uncomfortable like it was sad.
I didn't want anyone else to hear.
Then I told a lie, and everyone knew.
She got uncomfortable like it was true.
I don't know why you've ever had to leave,
Please, forgive me. Please.

I was a fool,
Numb and deranged.
Far from my home.
Away from my heart.

I was a joke, nobody cared.
She got uncomfortable, she was so scared.
I didn't want anyone else to see.
If this is true, I want to do
Anything I can to stay here with you.
I don't know why you've ever had to leave.
Please, forgive me. Please, forgive me.
Please.