Off The Rails

Am I a stranger in the dark?
Or am I someone you can trust indeed?
Am I following too close?
Or am I right where I’m supposed to be?

Am I a million miles away?
Or am I so close I can almost reach?
Did I do it to myself?
Or did I really mean what I believe?

All I ever wanted was the blinding
Because all I ever saw was just the name
And all I’ve ever wanted was to find it
It’s time, I finally know just what it means

To go off the rails, to go off the rails
To go off the rails, to go off the rails

Am I the fire, or the spark?
Or am I here to be the room You heat?
Am I everything You hoped?
Or was my channel way too hard to reach?
Is it more than I can take?
Or is it everything I’ll ever need?
What if I don’t know what to say?
What if I’m not who I’m supposed to be?